A lesson in hubris, and not just in script analysis...
It's amazing sometimes to hear about how some little stupid selfish choices you make have in reality really f***ed up your friend's life.
"I can't be everything, but I know the One who can...I can't be your superman."
- Luna Halo, "Superman"

[teresa] (my question, actually) How would you describe your religious beliefs?
[shifty] i'm a buddhhist jew for jesus

So yeah, the MTV direct-a-video is a load of crap. The contest isn't supposed to end until tomorrow, but it won't accept submissions anymore today. I had a really good concept too. Oh well, like I told Lou tonight, I'll just send it on to D1 and they can make a lot of money on it instead.

[Orion-Working] Damn small town shits.. Shooting armadillos in their yard.

The things you'll hear in the D1 chat...

So anyways, some freaks started spreading rumors that Jay went to drug rehab which is totally not true, so there was some very emotional scenes in the chat tonight. Lou and Jay came in to chat for awhile about stuff, and I feel really sorry for them both. That's gotta suck.
I will be posting a copy of the transcript, but not until after I've edited it. There's a lot of stuff that needs to say in the D1 family, but I will post what Jay & Lou said in regards to the rehab rumors.

For all of you in my area, there's an Amber Alert out this evening.
Please follow the link below and help if you can.
http://www.wdbj7.com

"P5hng Me A*wy"

When I look into your eyes
There's nothing there to see
Nothing but my own mistakes
Staring back at me

Everything has to end, you'll soon find, we're outta time, left to watch it all unwind
Everything falls apart, even the people who never frown eventually break down
Everything has to end, you'll soon find, we're outta time, left to watch it all unwind
Everything falls apart, even the people who never frown eventually break down

I've lied
To you
This is the last smile
That I'll fake for the sake of being with you
(Everything falls apart, even the people who never frown eventually break down)
(Everything has to end, you'll soon find, we're outta time, left to watch it all unwind)
For sake of being with you
(Everything falls apart, even the people who never frown eventually break down)
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I stayed with you
Just push away
No matter what you see
You're still so blind to me

I've tried
Like you
To do everything you wanted to
This is the last time
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you
(Everything falls apart, even the people who never frown eventually break down)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
(Everything has to end, you'll soon find, we're outta time, left to watch it all unwind)
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I stayed with you
Just push away
No matter what you see
You're still so blind to me

Reverse phsycology's failing miserably
It's so hard to be, left all alone
Telling you is the only chance for me
Theres nothing left but, to turn and face you
When I look into your eyes, there's nothing there to see
Nothing but my own mistakes staring back at me
Asking why...
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie (why)
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I stayed with you
Just push away
No matter what you see
You're still so blind to me
Why I stayed with you
Just push away
No matter what you see
You're still so blind to me

"I don't wanna be your other half - I believe that one and one make two." - Alanis

Eh, I just feel wierd. I wanna go back to tech. But I want to be alone mostly. I just don't like people in general. Still. *sigh* Too bad I couldn't be normal. Oh no, that'd be too easy...

I think I'm gonna go to bed. This theatre stuff is getting to me.

Oh, BTW, they found West Nile here in Roanoke. Fun, fun.

You know, recently I've been doing really well with the whole being in 'unrequited love' thing. I guess once you've been doing it so long, you get used to it eventually. Actually, it's probably just knowing that things are ok with me and you now...knowing that I'm forgiven...that made me so much more peaceful. But somewhere it has to break sometimes.
I miss you.

Uh, I'm having a fat day...me and Meghan went shopping, and everything I tried on was way too small. I've lost weight recently, too...but apparently it's not enough.

Anyways, we open tomorrow night at RTF. It's a good show (good lighting, lol) but it is long. So eat well before you come. Tonight I gave the guys a brief introduction to one of the plays I'm writing. I'm hoping that they may produce it next summer. So far, they haven't shot it down, so we'll see where this leads to.

"Well, I wouldn't say right-down homely...I'd say about medium homely." - Tom, "The Glass Managerie"

So yeah, RTF is coming along...still having some issues, but it should be fine once the show opens.

Saw Goldmember the other night...good movie, go see it.

And wow, D1 is just a really cool place to be...it's so much fun talking to those guys. And Lou must be the coolest dad. Anyways, if anyone here oustide of D1 wants some of the chat transcripts for the interviews with Amir or Epic, I have them on my site...just email me and let me know. I'll be adding the future ones too. BTW, this week's guest is Ryan Shuck.

DayumYankie: all i remember was veiled canibalism

...lost in a state of madness...

- Orgy, "The Obvious"

Why is it that I'm surrounded by way too much of what I don't want, and nothing that I do want? I WILL NOT SETTLE. But I'm sorry to everyone I pissed off on IM tonight.

I'll be in the burg tomorrow, if anyone cares.