[waking up, part ii]

My friends know that they can call me at anytime, any day, whenever they need me.

Why is it so hard to find someone to just listen?

Nothing bad specifically has happened...just a lot of little things that are building up. Constantly being pulled in a different direction...being told you're not working fast enough, not getting enough done...I know deep down that I work the best way I can, I balance projects in a fair way, etc., but it's hard to communicate that to someone else when they think their need should trump everything else.

I just want someone to tell me that I've done something right for once...but if I wait for someone else, I'll be waiting forever.

[what's the use in waking?]