[V III]

I keep meaning to come back here to write more often, but it doesn't seem to happen much...until I feel like a change is coming.

There's some good change, and some hard change. I'm not sure any of it is bad change - I'll be more relieved in the end. There's a certain amount of freedom when you're the one to say "Enough." rather than it being someone else who calls it quits.

I've got a lot to plan for this time around.

I'm tired of feeling like I'm disgusting. I'm tired of feeling like I don't mean anything. I'm tired of feeling apathetic. I'm tired of feeling stifled.

Time to fly...