Maybe Dana was right the whole time.

Today, I took of my cross, and I will not wear it for a long time to come. I believe in God, I believe Jesus died for me, but under these circumstances, I am not His child. I am angry, I am hateful, I am vengeful, and I will let this flow until it's gone. I will not turn the other cheek this time. After today, I have good reason to hate you both, and I will. I like myself better than I like you, and I refuse to be the one paying the price this time. I will not put this necklace back on until this is over, and I feel like I can be a good and respectful person again.
Are you happy? Do you like what I've become? Does it make you feel good to know that your lies, your selfish desires, and your lack of honor have driven me here? I still stand firm that I am justified, and I will see you in the same misery soon enough. Only you won't be able to blame me, the way that I can blame you. My freedom today comes in the fact that I have reason to hate you both. What you did was purposeful, and I will never ever believe you when you say you still care. As if you ever did. You hurt me. You hurt me on purpose. I will not turn the other cheek. I cannot turn the other cheek this time. You will not walk over me again. You will not take me for granted again. You will not hide behind a friendship that serves only to protect you. YOU DESERVE TO SUFFER. I want to see you in pain. I want to hate you as much as you hate me.

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned
By your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming.