Today might have been the turning point. I appreciate the conversation we had...maybe I don't trust myself as much as I should...I convinced everyone else I knew what would happen, but I never quite believed it...until now. I'm not stupid...of course this will end exactly as I said. We all dig our own graves, only some do it quicker than others. So it may be awhile yet before I put that cross on my neck again, but tonight I will sleep VERY well.

Note: Anger is not a sin. You just have to decide what you do with it.