I don't know why you're avoiding calling me, and I don't understand what happened to make you write that kind of thing in your blog, but I'm really beginning to feel that this friendship is completely hostile, and I wanted to say loud and clear that I don't believe in a love that is that hateful.
I'm sorry if I hurt you, but I didn't ask for this. I was always honest with you, and I am really hurt by your demands on me. You're being completely selfish, even more so than I was a few days ago. At least I knew I was wrong, and apologized for it...but you're just taking pot shots at trying to guilt trip me. I am so sorry you get offended by me attempting to find what I'm looking for. YOU are not what I'm looking for, and I'm going elsewhere. I didn't want to lose you, but I'm not one to sit around and hear this kind of abuse. I know you're having a rough time and that being back home has to suck hardcore, but don't take it out on your friends.
I would have told you this in person, but it's hard when you're ignoring me. So read it here along with everyone else. You said goodbye, and I'm holding you to it.