I was so scared that I wouldn't be able to fix some problems here. But I am so amazed that me and Jeremiah have been able to fix things so effortlessly. We've effectively been able to go back to the big brother / little sister thing without there being any pain, any discomfort, or being too close...it's fascinating how easy it was to go back to the way things were. It's surreal. Of course, some things are different. I'm not so emotionally or physically dependent (though it is nice to be pampered every once in awhile), and things in general are much more equal. He never let me pay for dinner...until tonight. It's just gonna be so much healthier this time around.

Things are calm and happy with me and Steve. I'm getting much more used to this type of relationship, and it was exactly what I needed. Perhaps something might come out of this after all. I guess we'll see how the year goes. :-) He's so much happier in this new job, and it's really making a difference. His emails are so cute and happy. *sigh* Sometimes I think the small, happy things is life are underrated. But little things like this really just make my week.

I'm content.