I just wanna go home and sleep. I'm so tired.

So the protest went rather well...the YR never showed up, and I think the LGBTA did a good job of being very articulate in their points. There was a lot of media there, and me and Corrie got some good stuff I think. We'll see how it goes.

Gotta head over and do dimmer check in a minute. All the joys of being ME. Nah, I like it...I like this career. But on the flip side of things, Nikki, I hope things get better. *Hugs*

So I'm just in a weird mood right now...caught between two places that I sorta want to be. But as I look at this logically, I'm being rather stupid. Nothing that I (might) want to happen will, either way. A month from now, it'll still be just me. And I always know that. I just wish that if this is how it's supposed to be, then, God, why won't you please take these needs away?

"You know I could try the chase
But in the end it's all the same
I might be interesting now
But tomorrow morning it won't mean anything

None of us ready for that life
Even though logic tells us what we should want
In the end we never really get there
And maybe we don't really feel that bad about it

We hold these truths so high
But in a cheap world full of cheap people
Myself included
Our concious is not really that guilty

So I'll put up the chase one more time
Just in case the fairy tale comes true
But in the back of my mind I'll always know
That I mean nothing to any of you."

- The Last Laugh, "Two For The Price Of One"