Wow, so tonight I proved that I'm not an actor. Steve called this evening, and he hadn't gotten my last email. Totally blew it on the phone. I feel bad, but what I said I meant...and to listen to him get so defensive, then hang up on me...I know that I want better. And that now I think I have it. God, this just feels so right...

And then Jeremiah left...he's off to Chicago tomorrow so I won't have my big brother for two weeks. Meh. *pouts* I'm so spoiled, lol.

So yeah, it's almost 4...should go to bed, but I'm having too much fun on IM with Lance...

ah...drama...my major...and most definately my life...