Life is a cycle, huh? So those of you close to me know that I'm having another round with the metal allergy...so, of course, I was unable to fall asleep until about 5 this morning, and me being the wise being that I am, forgot to set the alarm. Aside from the monthly rude awakening at 9 in the morning by the exterminator, I woke up at 4:30 this evening. I woke up smeared with blood with the skin coming off my neck. Yeah, I'm sorry, that was gross, but I'm particularly angry at a certain person in particular for telling me it's not that bad. Fuck you; this hurts.
It's bad enough that I have self-image problems, but on top of that I get to walk around at the beginning of spring all wrapped up in sweaters because I'm too afraid to let people see my skin. I would love to join my friends as they lay out on the drillfield in the sun, but that would just be too gross. I really, really, really hate my body.
Ok, I'm done with my rant. I'm going to email some professors whose classes I inadvertantly skipped again today, and go back to bed. If someone wants to bring me food, I'd appreciate it.
It's bad enough that I have self-image problems, but on top of that I get to walk around at the beginning of spring all wrapped up in sweaters because I'm too afraid to let people see my skin. I would love to join my friends as they lay out on the drillfield in the sun, but that would just be too gross. I really, really, really hate my body.
Ok, I'm done with my rant. I'm going to email some professors whose classes I inadvertantly skipped again today, and go back to bed. If someone wants to bring me food, I'd appreciate it.
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