And the crowd yells, "DENIED!"

Heh. Ok, a few of you know, but I never made it public: me and Lance broke up a little over a week ago. I didn't really say anything, one because of all the music industry bullshit that I didn't want to get tied up with it, and two, I was hoping it might be of a short duration.

Well, over the past few days I'd really been thinking about things...making comparisons to him and other previous boyfriends, seeing similiarities in other relationships...and I decided that even though he didn't really have a lot of time for me (which is why I had called it off) that all the other things about him made it worth it. So I crawled back, begging for forgiveness.

Well, you guys know how my life goes. Obviously. But no hard feelings...the fact of the matter is he's already made new plans, and I respect that, no matter how much it may hurt. We're still friends, and I'm glad...probably the first good break-up I've had in years.

The only thing I can say is what I said when I finally let Johnnie go...either God will let this happen, or someone better is on his way...I just have to wait...in Bassackwardsville, VA.