Taking a break from the sun so I don't fry. It's cool to just sit in the pool and think about stuff. Usually that's disasterous for me...I have a tendency to push things into a downward spiral. But actually, the more I thought about it, the better I felt.

Hell, I know you. I trust you, and I believe you. I know you're not trying to hurt me. I'm sorry that I made things out to be worse than they were. I really got to thinking about what you said about how you were afraid you'd be holding me back, and I know you're right. And instead of being mad, and I should be grateful that you're looking out for me. Sometimes I forget that you are indeed so much older than me, and that we are in two very different places in our lives. I have other things I need to be doing and I don't need to be tied down so soon. I'll always care about you and I know you will me, and things will be ok.

In other news, just had a small chat with Thorn from Redrum. He's a cool dude. Someone needs to get him some coffee ASAP though, lmao! But yeah, we should be doing that interview within the next week or so...so hopefully soon, I can get this site of mine up and going...