Had some very wierd dreams last night...about people who I didn't really hate growing up, but who always made me nervous. The ones that spent ALL their time attempting to make everyone feel inferior. You gotta wonder when they look back at their pasts whether they think getting their learner's permit first was really all that cool? Lol. Seriously though...I wonder what they think of themselves now?

Feeling kinda bad today. I guess we all have to have these days. Attack of the metal allergy, too...I guess if you still read this, you can take comfort that it probably wasn't your house after all.

When am I going to die? Have I already done what I was meant to do? I don't feel it; I think I would know.

I had someone from Texas call me randomly early this morning. At least someone with the same area code as Steve. So I don't know if it was him or what, since I just shut my phone off and whoever didn't leave a message. Wierd.

remember a time
much like today
so many things are different
still I feel the same
everyday a little closer
that's what they say
it takes time to make time
so don't throw yours away
I'm with you...
you say you feel broken
as your breaking down
keep all the anger inside
where it's safe and sound
everyday a little closer
is this how it feels
after all of this time
still it's time that heals
I'm with you
I'm with you
and it's all I ever wanted to do
still with all that we have known
think we'd find a way
to be unshaken
and with all we have lost
wish we could find a place
where everyone could
live inside your dream
call it paradise
say it's circumstance
as long as we're alive
I'm with you
if you lose your way
won't have to look far
when you're ghost returns
I'll be here to
stare it in the face
I don't back down
I hear everybody wins
when it comes back around
all at once it hits you
still you keep the pace
I travel so much further
when I stand in place
because
I'm with you...
I'm with you...

Song of the Day: Jimmie's Chicken Shack - "With You" www.jimmieschickenshack.net