So hopefully this should be the last day I have to get up this early for work for awhile. I've found that it doesn't matter how early I crash out...5:45 is still way too fucking early in the morning for anyone to be doing anything. Anyways

Here's another pic from the river the other day. Me and Jeremiah will probably be hanging out there all day Sunday too since we both have off from work. Yay! I can work on my tan some more, lol.


After I get off of work today I'm running down to B-burg in hopes of catching Corrie before she leaves. *sigh* One chapter ends and another begins. Going from Laura and the Prisoner of Virginia Tech to Laura and the Goblet of Work? Ok, that was dumb. Forget I said that.

Feeling a bit emotionally drowned today. I keep trying to type in this thing how I feel but I can't bring myself to post it. Maybe it's too strong. Maybe it's not strong enough. All I know is that I never in my life have been in a position where I was so utterly decieved in believing someone cared for me. "Who would believe that I wasn't good enough?"

Doesn't anyone feel anything? Or is it really just me?

Oh, and to all the "friends" I lost because they found it necessary to take sides when there wasn't even a real dissention: fuck off. I still can't believe how the number is growing...why have I surrounded myself with such ignorant and selfish people? I guess this is just part of a day's work when it's all about the music industry.

Song of the Day: Orgy - "Pure" www.punkstatikparanoia.com