Slow day again at work...just chillin' at the business center while this conference wraps up...probably won't get out early today, but it's all good...just have to put the equipment away for these few rooms.
Been spending time going back and reading my blog from the last few months...basically from breaking up with Steve and on...it's interesting to look back and see what I thought then to what I think/know now. Perspective - what an invaluable thing.
I think a big question weighing on my mind is something that I think I discovered at the end of high school. There's a Plumb song where she talks about love being divine. As I look back over failed relationships, and think about how my own feelings have changed, I wonder if it's a bigger deal then what I'd like to make it out to be. I've never been pushy about my faith, but I think there might be some unbending truths that just can't be escaped or ignored, and this may be one of them. I know these guys loved me. But not enough.
So yeah, feeling pretty thoughtful and somewhat unsure...
Been spending time going back and reading my blog from the last few months...basically from breaking up with Steve and on...it's interesting to look back and see what I thought then to what I think/know now. Perspective - what an invaluable thing.
I think a big question weighing on my mind is something that I think I discovered at the end of high school. There's a Plumb song where she talks about love being divine. As I look back over failed relationships, and think about how my own feelings have changed, I wonder if it's a bigger deal then what I'd like to make it out to be. I've never been pushy about my faith, but I think there might be some unbending truths that just can't be escaped or ignored, and this may be one of them. I know these guys loved me. But not enough.
So yeah, feeling pretty thoughtful and somewhat unsure...

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