Friday, August 06, 2004

Last night Lance called and we talked for awhile, mostly about random stuff, including him relocating to LA in a few weeks. After I got off the phone with him I finally realized what's been bugging me subconciously for weeks now.

I've stagnated.

I have a good job, good friends, and the cutest boyfriend ever...but I'm not doing what I should be doing. I have so many dreams and ideas and I'm not pursuing any of them actively. I should be thankful to be saving up money, but if I don't fly on my own soon I'm going to go crazy. Or worse...lose the ambition.

So, with that...the time is now. I'm working out the details in my mind and with the people that it concerns. As soon as I have this vision confirmed to reality, I'll let you guys know.

Other than that, had a great day. Woke up late, went down to Tech (Worst driving experience EVER. So bad I won't go into it...see below post about bad drivers.) and hung out with Jacob for a few hours just chilling out. He had his usual show this evening so I came on home (so as to not be the cause of him leaving early yet again, lmao). And here I am.




Song of the Day:
Orgy - "Can't Take This"
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