Um.
Well, I'll at least say I'm talented that in one night alone I can bond with Jack, break one of my best bud's heart, and develop a budding possible relationship all at once.
Yeah, so I went to the Cellar and met up with Jesse, and we had an awesome time. Jack showed up about 2 pitchers in, so I talked for him a loooong time about anything and everything and it was awesome. He and Jesse got along well, so that was cool too. Then Frank showed up, so it was a party, and we headed to the Underground. Had a blast. Felt like a total chick with three awesome guys.
Why, oh why, don't I see things coming?
Jesse is amazing. When I say he's like closer than a brother, I mean it. I mean, me and Jeremiah are tight, but me and Jesse...damn, we go back. He's known me for so long. We grew up together in so many ways. I love him so much in that regard. So why, oh why, does he have to develop some romantic feelings for me now? It's like it was with Dana - logically, he'd be perfect. I can't explain it, but I just don't feel that way, and that's the end.
Well, it's not, because his friend likes me, and I like him. *sigh*
But, hey, I told myself I'm gonna give myself time, and I meant it. I had a long talk with everyone involved, and I'm not getting into anything now. And this time...this time it's not because I'm trying to desperately save a dead relationship or to somehow rectify myself through a new one, but because I AM FUCKING WORTH IT.
Tonight is one of the first times in awhile I've felt honestly good about myself, and that I drove home feeling like I made the right decision. Corrie, you would be proud.
But in all honesty, Frank is cool, and we'll probably hang out in a week or so. But he already knows what I'm dealing with, and that I'm wanting to take it easy for awhile. So hey, good times, and goodnight.
Well, I'll at least say I'm talented that in one night alone I can bond with Jack, break one of my best bud's heart, and develop a budding possible relationship all at once.
Yeah, so I went to the Cellar and met up with Jesse, and we had an awesome time. Jack showed up about 2 pitchers in, so I talked for him a loooong time about anything and everything and it was awesome. He and Jesse got along well, so that was cool too. Then Frank showed up, so it was a party, and we headed to the Underground. Had a blast. Felt like a total chick with three awesome guys.
Why, oh why, don't I see things coming?
Jesse is amazing. When I say he's like closer than a brother, I mean it. I mean, me and Jeremiah are tight, but me and Jesse...damn, we go back. He's known me for so long. We grew up together in so many ways. I love him so much in that regard. So why, oh why, does he have to develop some romantic feelings for me now? It's like it was with Dana - logically, he'd be perfect. I can't explain it, but I just don't feel that way, and that's the end.
Well, it's not, because his friend likes me, and I like him. *sigh*
But, hey, I told myself I'm gonna give myself time, and I meant it. I had a long talk with everyone involved, and I'm not getting into anything now. And this time...this time it's not because I'm trying to desperately save a dead relationship or to somehow rectify myself through a new one, but because I AM FUCKING WORTH IT.
Tonight is one of the first times in awhile I've felt honestly good about myself, and that I drove home feeling like I made the right decision. Corrie, you would be proud.
But in all honesty, Frank is cool, and we'll probably hang out in a week or so. But he already knows what I'm dealing with, and that I'm wanting to take it easy for awhile. So hey, good times, and goodnight.
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