Relief.

The visit to the doctor went well. All my tests came back negative, and she didn't find anything today to give any alarm. So that takes such a weight off my back.

I still have one unanswered question, which at this point can no longer be found. When I first told her what had happened, her reaction was the same as mine had been. But neither the test or the exam showed any residual evidence, so I guess I'll never really know for sure. At least if that is what happened, it was complete, and there's no need for surgery for it, or for anything else for that matter.

I feel so much better, even though I'm always gonna have that lingering question in the back of my mind. One thing I do know for sure that this was too close and way too emotional, and I'm not gonna let it happen again. I should have done this a long time ago, but from now on things will be ok.

Song of the Day: Otto's Daughter - "Don't Care (EP Version)" www.ottosdaughter.com