So this weekend looks like it's going to be pretty dull, though I guess I can't complain since no matter what it has to be better than last Friday. I thought I was supposed to work at the hotel tomorrow, but now I'm hearing next weekend. And so far...no date yet, lol. So tonight and tomorrow should be fairly laid back. Me and Derek might go out tomorrow night for some drinks, then on Sunday we're back in the studio to *hopefully* finish mixing.

Kinda had some small disappointments today too, via email about a few dead ends regarding my future. I'm not gonna say more, but it both kinda brought me down but also made me wanna work even harded to succeed. I guess I've never doubted my abilities...until now. But I can't stop now. My mom asked me earlier this week that if it came down to me failing in pursuit of a career in the entertainment industry, what would I do next? I don't know, honestly. I gave up on astrophysics and archaeology a long time ago. It's kinda scary in a way. I never had any doubts about my career until lately, with all the dead ends and loss of passion in what I thought I'd always have. Meh.

And then again, maybe I'm just moody because it's raining and I'm still playing hide and seek, lol. Whatever. I'll get over it.

And from Corrie's blog, so quoted from Em & Lo, and so true:
sagittarius (Nov. 23rd-Dec. 21st)
You will be a big talker but when it comes to pinning you down about love issues, you are not likely to be forthcoming. You will play a great game of cat and mouse, leaving anyone interested in you wondering. The stars don't say whether this is good or bad. But if you ask us, it blows.

"Yeah we've all got doubts
May not be winning but still in the race
And in a moment's notice
We'll be ready for the next new phase..."
- JCS