Wow, really fucking old lyrics I found on this desktop. This is a song me and Nad wrote back in college. A damn good song about unrequited love (Johnnie *sigh*). I even have all the tracks still...I think it might be worth redoing vocals just for the hell of it.

If only I could go back, if only I could relive
If only I could thank you, if only I could be good
If only I could see you, if only I could tell you...

If only I could make you give a damn, if only I could
Repay the gift you gave me so long ago, if only
I could stare into your eyes one more time, if only I could
Deserve your love, if only I could keep my mouth shut
If only I could keep my distance, if only I could touch your face...

If only I could crawl in bed next to you, if only I could
Hear you breathing, if only I could stop drinking long enough
If only I could thank Jesus enough, if only I could
Lay my head on your chest, if only I was privileged for
Your caress, if only I could rip my heart out, if only I could
Learn to like myself, if only I could trust someone else

If only this could be undone, if only this could be undone
If only I, if only I, if only I, if only I.

Song of the Day: The Last Laugh - "If Only" www.alienheadmusic.com