"Erasable, expendable
I wish I didn't need you now"
- Celldweller

I remember when I was back in middle/high school I held EVERYTHING in. I never showed pain or fear, and I absolutely hated the idea of crying in front of anyone. I had to be strong, you know? And I was told that really wasn't healthy. I got to college and was put in an environment where it was ok to touch, to feel, to show emotion, and I felt so safe there, and I healed so much.

I've tried to keep that mentality as I go through life, but I guess it never occured to me until today that in general society, we theatre people are freaks, and no one really wants to see you cry, or hear that you're having a bad day. Hehehe, oh well.

In the last 24 hours I've been told both that I didn't care enough by one person, and that I care too much by someone else. Which just leads me to conclude that no one knows what the hell they are talking about, or ever really knew me that well at all.

EDIT: Oh, by the way...how'd you like your desk, Chris? :-D (for those of you who remember my prank of leaving "Laura Was Here" sticky notes all over the hotel last time...this time I just put "Laura Was Here Again" notes all over his desk instead.)