Merry Fucking Christmas.

No, I'll take that back. It's not that bad, really, in the end. Today's been really stressful, but as I sit here now I'm starting to find peace again. After all, tomorrow is a day where we're reminded that there's Something bigger than all of this.

So as some of you know, the cat's out of the bag, per se. This all started yesterday, and it seems like now there's no way out or of denying it.

I stand by what I've done. Who would I be if I put love and compassion beneath fear of societal reprimand? And like I told one close friend...how the hell have we become a people who think that caring about someone could ever be wrong anyways?

I love you and I will never forget you. Besides, this topaz is the same color as your eyes. :-)