"Welcome home," she said to me
"Let's hide away before they see.
I need so much to be alone with you
I do, I do..."
"Come with me." She took my hand
"Please try to help me understand."
So pointless when my heart has turned to stone
I know, I know...
I wish I didn't need you now
And I wish I didn't need you now
I wish I didn't need you now
I need you now, I need you now
"I wish we could," she whispered near
"Go someplace far away from here."
While hoping that small voice would disappear
That said "Welcome to the end..."

Taking a little break here while I'm working; I've been going through my stuff today and pretty much throwing half of it out...old clothes, random stuff, old books...I suppose I'll make a trip to Goodwill soon and try to get a tax write off for a lot of it. I've also started boxing up a lot of things...music stuff, theatre stuff, etc. Trying to keep everything together and organized. I'm actually finding a lot of good stuff as I clean up, things that I can use for the business. Office supplies, stamps, stuff like that. So I've definately got a lot to work with.

I had some good luck last night, too. I found a few jobs I applied for up in NoVA. One is a theatre in DC looking for overhire electricians, and the other is a production company looking for a/v technicians with experience in theatre, corporate, and music - and that's so me. So, hopefully, the overhire work will start rolling in as soon as I get up there.

So I'm feeling a lot better about that stuff in regards to the move, though I get the feeling that something important to me here is now falling apart out of the blue. It just makes me sad when I feel like I'm being avoided now...and I don't know why? :-(

Song of the Day: Celldweller - "Welcome To The End" www.celldweller.com