I think back to so many times when I've driven people around (usually drunk), to all the times I held people's heads up over the toilet, to all the times I let people crash at my place...to all the times I've helped out whenever you asked me too.
Was it really too much to ask to have everyone NOT bail out on me today?
Now, granted a lot of you I called last minute, and I understand. But to the people that told me last week they'd definitely be here and didn't show...fuck you. Seriously. Don't talk to me anymore, because I am so done with you. I deserve better than this.
On the flip side, thanks to Jeremiah, Corrie, and Mike for being super awesome and coming through for me. Jeremiah is the best big brother I could ever ask for...who else would drive all the way down here, then get up at 5am with me, then load my truck and drive it, then unload it, and still have time to rub my back? I love my big brother!
In any case, it's done now (aside from unpacking the overflowing multitude of boxes) and I'm here. Jeremiah is sticking around until Monday to help me finish getting stuff set up. Then, FINALLY, this week I'll be doing all those little things I need to do and be ready!
RAM continues to be awesome, and I thank God every night at least that aspect is going right. Had 30 people join today, AND I got an email from a fairly awesome indie electro label wanting to partner with me. So that is all great news indeed.
To catch up on older news, I had a very freaky dream about Johnnie the other night (who I literally haven't thought about in months), but it was so strange I went ahead and dropped him a line anyways. So I hope I hear from him. He's a good guy. I feel a bit closer to heaven just being near him.
Now, even though today was hell, yesterday was as close to bliss as I've been in a long time. I love my man so much! We got to meet up for a great lunch (fortunately my doc. apt. got done early) then hung out a bit afterwards. It was so wonderful to see him again. And...*giggles*...he's been working out lately and that is REALLY hot. But seriously though...probably the best time I've spent with him. I really hope that things work out well for him. He deserves it.
Was it really too much to ask to have everyone NOT bail out on me today?
Now, granted a lot of you I called last minute, and I understand. But to the people that told me last week they'd definitely be here and didn't show...fuck you. Seriously. Don't talk to me anymore, because I am so done with you. I deserve better than this.
On the flip side, thanks to Jeremiah, Corrie, and Mike for being super awesome and coming through for me. Jeremiah is the best big brother I could ever ask for...who else would drive all the way down here, then get up at 5am with me, then load my truck and drive it, then unload it, and still have time to rub my back? I love my big brother!
In any case, it's done now (aside from unpacking the overflowing multitude of boxes) and I'm here. Jeremiah is sticking around until Monday to help me finish getting stuff set up. Then, FINALLY, this week I'll be doing all those little things I need to do and be ready!
RAM continues to be awesome, and I thank God every night at least that aspect is going right. Had 30 people join today, AND I got an email from a fairly awesome indie electro label wanting to partner with me. So that is all great news indeed.
To catch up on older news, I had a very freaky dream about Johnnie the other night (who I literally haven't thought about in months), but it was so strange I went ahead and dropped him a line anyways. So I hope I hear from him. He's a good guy. I feel a bit closer to heaven just being near him.
Now, even though today was hell, yesterday was as close to bliss as I've been in a long time. I love my man so much! We got to meet up for a great lunch (fortunately my doc. apt. got done early) then hung out a bit afterwards. It was so wonderful to see him again. And...*giggles*...he's been working out lately and that is REALLY hot. But seriously though...probably the best time I've spent with him. I really hope that things work out well for him. He deserves it.
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I'm really sorry I couldn't be there.... :-( .... my mom pretty much owned me all day... *hugs*
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