I think I figured out tonight that my self-defeatist attidude in relationships is because I can't accept the fact that someone can care about me based on my physical condition. So no matter what happens, I will always doubt the guy's intentions. Because I hate my own skin so much myself, I can't get past it.

Now that I've figured this out, finally, I can do something to change it.

Song of the Day: Heretics In The Lab - "Car Crash" www.hereticsinthelab.com