[let it all go, let it all go]

...so going back to a previous entry, what IS it about our society that has raised us to have such self-loathing, such low self-esteem?

And what do you do about it? What do you do when love and permanence aren't good enough reasons to have faith? Or worse...when you're told that your concern is actually somehow just adding to the problem.

"I really care about you."
"Well, then, there must be something wrong with you."

The longer I live this life, the more helpless I feel I am around the people that need understanding and compassion the most.

This was my LJ entry from this morning. *sigh* Trying to find resolution is hard...especially when, like in the beginning, you're the only one making the effort.

Of course, this was probably premature. I'm acting on behalf of someone else, not on what I feel.

This isn't over...

At least I can find comfort that, no matter what else is going on here, I find myself growing a little closer to God every day.

Song of the Day: Psyclon Nine - "Rusted" www.psyclonnine.com