[but together...]
"I love you. Take care of yourself, ok?"
"Love you, too."
Yeah, things ended up coming to a place of peace I hadn't even hoped for.
The weekend overall has been pretty good, in spite of the lousy start. The Psyclon Nine show kicked major ass (even though I believe they got kicked out of Jaxx for breaking some things on stage, oi), and it was great saying hi to everyone again. Then, Sunday, I went into DC early to hang out with Marius (and cash in on that backrub) before their show @ Grog & Tankard. The venue itself was bigger than I was expecting, but damn, the door guy was less than desirable to work with. What kind of venue doesn't take into account that some (or, um, most?) bands have roadies, managers, merch girls, etc., and that it's usual for venues to let auxiliary tour personal into the venue for free with the band. I mean, seriously?
Me and JSun have decided to work things out in the end, but honestly things really just aren't the same. But maybe that's ok...in a way, it's kinda like starting over and going more slowly. But...I can feel this new hesitation that's cropped up now whenever I'm around him, and I know he notices it, too. I just hope he really understands how well he undermined the trust in this relationship with what he did. It's not something that can't ultimately be overcome - but it's gonna take awhile. But - we both work a lot, so I hope that will be a good distraction and healing element over the next few weeks and months.
I had a great phone convo with Colleen on Saturday, which rocked. I miss her, and hopefully we can get together and hang out sometime this week or next.
Things on the music side of things are interesting, I guess. I started a new job last week with PMD Promotions, and so far it's alright. I really like the job itself - basically I Metro into the district and walk a new route everyday, putting up posters. I get to meet a lot of new people and get some great exercise. The hours are good, and the pay is adequate. However, DC is a hard place to paper, since more and more stores are become high-end retail outlets or major chains like Starbucks, etc. So, that in itself might be the downfall to the job - just not enough work to go around for steady employment. We'll see though...I may just do this part time and try to work more at Alden and at other odd jobs. For instance, next weekend I'm working as a demo model for Endless Pools - basically I get paid a nice chunk of money to swim in one of their training pools at a trade show, lol! Should be awesome.
Other than that, things are good...I'm just tired a lot. I think the new job along with the new medication are contributing to that mostly.
Anyways, I better get back to work...
"Love you, too."
Yeah, things ended up coming to a place of peace I hadn't even hoped for.
The weekend overall has been pretty good, in spite of the lousy start. The Psyclon Nine show kicked major ass (even though I believe they got kicked out of Jaxx for breaking some things on stage, oi), and it was great saying hi to everyone again. Then, Sunday, I went into DC early to hang out with Marius (and cash in on that backrub) before their show @ Grog & Tankard. The venue itself was bigger than I was expecting, but damn, the door guy was less than desirable to work with. What kind of venue doesn't take into account that some (or, um, most?) bands have roadies, managers, merch girls, etc., and that it's usual for venues to let auxiliary tour personal into the venue for free with the band. I mean, seriously?
Me and JSun have decided to work things out in the end, but honestly things really just aren't the same. But maybe that's ok...in a way, it's kinda like starting over and going more slowly. But...I can feel this new hesitation that's cropped up now whenever I'm around him, and I know he notices it, too. I just hope he really understands how well he undermined the trust in this relationship with what he did. It's not something that can't ultimately be overcome - but it's gonna take awhile. But - we both work a lot, so I hope that will be a good distraction and healing element over the next few weeks and months.
I had a great phone convo with Colleen on Saturday, which rocked. I miss her, and hopefully we can get together and hang out sometime this week or next.
Things on the music side of things are interesting, I guess. I started a new job last week with PMD Promotions, and so far it's alright. I really like the job itself - basically I Metro into the district and walk a new route everyday, putting up posters. I get to meet a lot of new people and get some great exercise. The hours are good, and the pay is adequate. However, DC is a hard place to paper, since more and more stores are become high-end retail outlets or major chains like Starbucks, etc. So, that in itself might be the downfall to the job - just not enough work to go around for steady employment. We'll see though...I may just do this part time and try to work more at Alden and at other odd jobs. For instance, next weekend I'm working as a demo model for Endless Pools - basically I get paid a nice chunk of money to swim in one of their training pools at a trade show, lol! Should be awesome.
Other than that, things are good...I'm just tired a lot. I think the new job along with the new medication are contributing to that mostly.
Anyways, I better get back to work...
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